CN:
Do you have any comments on the recent CHIJ drug case?
Sr
Anne: Well, I stand by what I said in the papers (The Straits Times), which is,
if I believe that something is right, then I will do it, because we are here to
protect every child. And sometimes we make decisions, which are painful, which
may not be shared by others, and we can even be misjudged or misquoted, it
doesn’t matter. If truth is on your side, you’ll be fearless, and the
Minister for Education (Rear-Admiral Teo Chee Hean) stood by us. It is all in
the papers.
CN:
How do you think this will affect your image of CHIJ, a Catholic mission school?
Sr
Anne: God looks after that. I’m here not to look after the image of the
school, I’m here to save souls. Let Him worry about that. It’s not Sr
Anne’s school. I’m only a servant, an instrument, so let Boss look after it.
I know a lot of people don’t share the same sentiments. What’s in a name?
What are we here for? Whose son or daughter are we going to sacrifice, when you
protect the name of the school? Every student is somebody’s son or daughter.
When you expel a student for something like drug-taking, you are not solving the
problem, you are pushing it to society. If enough of us do that, society will
have one big problem, and we will responsible for destroying society.
CN:
What will you do with them later on if they do come back to school?
Sr
Anne: The police will decide, actually. I will go by the decision of the police
and the lawful authorities. I can’t even speculate now, because it’s not
fair to them, it’s not fair to trial the students by the media, it’s not
fair to speculate because for me, the minute you speculate, I’m actually
appropriating to myself powers that are not mine. The law decides, and Sr Anne
doesn’t make the law.
CN:
Would you give them any counselling?
Sr
Anne: They have been counselled for more than 3 years. That is what the media
doesn’t know. We have an in-house counsellor. We have been helping every
child. What has been extended to every other child has also been extended to
them, which is, drug education, counselling when they get into trouble, parents
have been notified, statements have been taken, undertakings have been received
from their parents as well the children themselves. So, what more do you want us
to do? God gave them and every one of us free will, and we decide. Even God
can’t take it back. Truth does not have to defend itself; truth is its own
defence. It is only a matter of time.
Julius
Caesar had a Brutus, who do you think you are that you should have no nemesis
out there? How many times have our Senior Minister Lee Kuan Yew been cursed? It
doesn’t matter. His ‘report card’ is there for everybody to see. And there
are a lot of cowards in this world unfortunately. A lot of cowards held back by
fear, fear of judgement and failure. These are the people who never accomplish
anything. Who are the people that are trailblazers? CHIJ was started by 4 little
nuns, with no money, no (knowledge of the) English (language), no connections.
Look at the 11 convents we have today. It was just sheer faith! And faith is its
own reward. We are enjoying the benefits of whatever they did. So, what legacy
are we leaving behind? You have to leave something behind.
CN:
I’m sure you left a legacy here.
Sr
Anne: (laughs) For better or for worse.
This article appeared edited in the August 6 2000 edition of The Catholic News.